Hi spanky, i don't know you, but wish i did you sound like a great man. I used to think 32 was sold old, but im almost 24 now and it will be here before i know it( lets hope so). I have never experienced losing someone from cancer and you are so young. I lost a friend to a overdose on drugs, but he had conrol of that and all you can do is hope and wait it out. I hope you are waking up with a smile on your face and living life to the fullest. Like they say only the good die young, but your still here will us. The cancer sounds pretty bad, but i have heard of miracles and you have to believe. Even if its for one more day live your day to the fullest and remember to kiss your wife everyday and tell her you love her. I can't understand what shes going through and probably never will. Thats great you have two kids, thats two miracles you have made while you were hear and thats got to count for something. You have everything in life that i want, a loving wife, kids, my own house. i have met a girl that is the type that you know you can marry, she is perfect in everyway, and im hoping to spend the rest of my life with her so im on my way to having that. Its sad you might not never see your kids grow up. Do me a favor make a video of yourself time to time and tell them about you and how much you love them tell them what you would tell them if you were still here. I know i would like that if i was them. Thats great your travelling and sounds like your living it up. DONT EVER GIVE UP!, EVEN IF ITS YOUR LAST BREATH KEEPING FIGHTING FOR ONE LAST BREATH. I know you and your wife cherish life much more now and its probably so special to you guys. we all take what your feeling right now for granted. Well I hope you read this, if you can you should write us and tell us a little about yourself and what you have went through in life, not just about the cancer, kind of like a bio. I will tell you a little about me. Im going to school and almost have my 2 year degree, not really big on school, but im not giving up. Im in love and with a very special girl. She has wanted me for like 4 years and i never knew it or really gave her the chance and ive always been in other relationships, but we kinda got together and now we are dating. she is the type of girl you only dream of, probably like your wife. I might join the airforce in another year or so because i want to see the world and my bestfreinds in it, he tells me all about it and there are just so many benefits and retirement is really great. I think it is just for me. I have a 02 mustang gt and it is my baby. I don't know who i love more my girl or my car you know lol, but love mustang, music( rock- classic rock too). zeppelin and tool are my favorite bands, i love budlight too and have a great family that are great people a brother thats 21 and really enjoy life. There is so many bad things in this world and not enough good ones and sounds like were going to be without one less good thing in life when this world loses you. like pac said keep ya head up. Well bother i guess this is good bye, everytime i see a new stang ill probably think of you. enjoy the rest of your days YOU WILL BE MISSED
What can i say? All the best to you and your family! God speed.
