Hey, instead of grieving for spanky, all I have to say is I got something from reading his posts and I thank him for it. The dings on your car, the race you couldn't win, or the car you couldn't have, all mean nothing compared to having your health. We take so much for granted, and are never truely thankfull for what we really have, we are hard-wired to allways want more. When you think about it, our Healthy families, healthy friends, a house or apartment to live in, food to eat, good kids are allways a faint blur in the back of our minds, they are there, just easily forgoten; it allways takes an experience like this to realize what we should be thankfull rather then be upset and angry at what went wrong during our day, or how much life seems to suck. My heart goes out to spanky's family, and if I could tell them anything, I would tell them how spanky helped me apreciate some of the things I have in life a little more then I would have before I red his posts, thanks spanky for not givin up on life and livin it strong up until the end you are a true man of inspiration...