Originally posted by Dreadpyrat
How's everyone doing? Linz? Don? DC?
im doing alright. i was doing great last friday night then got depressed monday then happy this morning and now im back to depressed. sometimes, one just needs to look at life and say its over...on the other hand, im not that one.
/rant
have you ever wondered if the girl (im talkin to the guys) you dated a couple of times and you can just tell she is falling head over heels for you by the way she looks at you and all of a sudden almost lose all contact with her?
heres my story...
back in senior year of high school during the first semester...i take an interest in a girl in one of my classes. well, i end up having her in my next semester in senior english. well, i finally warm up enough to start talking to this girl. after a while of talking, i get her number. all though the last semester, i call her and sometimes get a chance to talk to her but usually have to leave a message and she'll never call back. i figured that she wasnt interested so i set off to find more girls to talk too (as if i have the time to talk to them even though i had a girlfriend who always wanted me around and was always on the phone with me). anyway, during the summer, this girl and i kept in touch. we end up going to the same college and we see each other in the halls sometimes before class. about a month ago, we started talking quite a bit. well, jokingly (at first), i mentioned something about a date and she said yes. so, we go from there. first date was good, we both agreed that we have been kinda lonely since we no longer have gf/bf and she said we should do it again sometime. i said next weekend and she agreed. so, second date comes along and it was fun and we ended up staying outside of her house on the porch talking and playing with her kitten (not that kitten
) while i playing with the cat, she started to lean against me and i realized what she was doing so i put my arm around her. i looked her in the eyes (any guys that have seen a girls eye look at sometime with such passion?) and we kissed. long story made longer, i figured that all i would have to do is ask her to be mine and she would say yes. well, i havent even gotten a chance to ask her lately because she has been busy with her new job and school and fixing her car that we haven't talked longer than 15 minutes in the whole day.
point of story and one of the reasons im sad is...
WHY CAN'T GIRLS JUST CALL US GUYS!?!?!
/end rant
anyway, i had to let you guys know because i think SOME of us are family here.
Linz, wanna ensure me that im just looking at this all wrong and that she does like me and wants to talk but can't?
I know that's the reason, I just need it to be said to me.