i here ya, i was the same way when i got my first gt stick. I ran the gears all the time w/ the trucks and it only seemed natural. I'm sure it's hard on tranny, but i can get it done, you have to wait so long for the reves to die down and you have to hold into the next gear you are going to. You can feel the window and pop it in, the windows is very small however. Also if it's new everything is tight and i'd say get 5000 miles on before you expect much luck.