Hey everyone, I've been out of the loop for the past 2-3weeks. I was feeling ill and losing wieght and so I decided to get check out. Well they found some spots here and there and now its everywhere. Did treatments for a while but it ended up making me feel worse. Went from 195lbs to 151 in 3 weeks. I decided to stop the treatments because they make me feel worse and only prolong the inevitable. They give me just over a 1yr w/out treatment and about 2 w/treatment. But those 2yrs I will be very weak, and drained from treatment as opposed to 1 year of having most my strength until the end. So, no new Stang for me. Got the family to plan for now. Its kind of a pain in the a$$, never smoked, drink, or anything. I eat healthy and exercise regularly, biking hiking and lifting. Got a great marriage, been with the wife since age 16, 16 yrs ago, married 7 yrs, two kids 5 & 3. Good job, nice happy stress free life. I don't understand, This stuff doesn't even run in the family. Oh well, I'll still be on here to see whats up. I don't know, just blowing off some steam here. I've gotten to talk to many folks in here and figured people might be thinking I dissapeared or something.