Hey man.. I dont know what to say. I dont know you. I will probably never meet you. But you have REALLY woke me up today. The truth is, we dont live forever. Its one of the conditions of living. We have to make the most of what time we do have! Live EVERY day as if it was our last. Wether diagnosed with terminal cancer, or getting in a car accident on the way home, ne NEVER know when its going to happen. We can never be FULLY prepared. But we can change our lives. We can make what time we do have the best. You are a strong man. You seem to have a lot of love for your family in your heart. Its good to know that you are keeping the important things close to you. don't let that change. Miracles DO happen. I hope that you are that blessed. But if one does not come your way, dont leave this earth with any regrets. You seem to have your priorities straight. I myself am thankful for every second I am alive. If I were to die tomorrow, I don't think i would have any regrets! Thank you SO much for allowing me to open my eyes again. Thanks for the enlightenment. I hope the best for you. The best is MUCH DESERVED for you. Oh yeah, Go test drive a stang. Smiling is the worlds best medicine.