mob said:Thanks man, I was like wow curse replied to my thread haha, cause we usually dont see things eye to eye. But I appreciate it, and I know what your saying, its silly to share such personal things with people I dont even know, but honestly I have no friends. You might say, ah your 17 you have friends. No, i have no friends, because I dont like people, i dont trust people. In highschool i nver opened up enough to associate with people. So I literally have one friend and he spends all his time with his gf. You guys even though its just a few words, really are my friends, 6 pages of advice has helped me get through this and stay strong. Seriously my mom is telling me to go to a theapist because im always depresed, and she says you need to talk to someone. And i said no, I didnt tell her why, because if i said I talk to my buddys on stangnet shed be like alright, im taking you to a mental hostpital, but us guys have that understanding, and even though to other people this forum may seem silly, its something to do for us, like a retreat. I know shes not looking, but if someone stumbles across it and laughs, oh well im just another guy in the world. So you guys know i rarley start threads, especiallly ones like these, but I really needed your help this time, and I know thats why you replied curse, so thank you guys.
I hear ya about the friends issue, I was living with my girl, and my three best friends went to school out of state, and that time my dad died me and girl broke up it was a s*** time but thing's do get better trust me. It's just life messing with you. I sure these 7 page's are helpfull Ive been there! Hang in there bro